lamentations

rag doll rag doll why do you lie in that corner?
torn and old you were once something

you can not know me fully
how can you since even i am at loss
of why I'm here?

swallows possess the power to fly away
but what if his wings were crushed and beaten
he'd be stuck limping across ground
slowly dying untill hes eaten
by crows

for sake of mercy, why do beggers moan?
i dont dare tie this mess of words together
nor form or flowing, strewn they are flung

enough to try but not to finish
im not apart of what you see

exclamation of blooming

some verses of songs -praises to God

"you have caused flowers to grow in my fields and you have brought new and bright colors to my head"

"..and i rest here underneath your hands"

"you made all my deserts fill with gardens...you made all my deserts with gardens
you made all my ashes turn to beauty... you made all my ashes turn to beauty"

hebrews 11:1
Now faith is being sure of what we hope for, and certain of what we do not see.

i ask, humbly and unashamedly, for your blessings